can't seem to stop 2011 from happening...but at least, i can savor some of the tangible niceties that make it all seem sunny/hopeful.
because the first of the little ones was supposed to come this year - we agreed on this years and years ago. and now it's the year, but it can't be...
because i want it to still be all about snow, some T.I., malaysian take-out, strawberries + salt...and not about onesies. not about the most adorable coos in the middle-of-the-night that make me burst into a fit of giggles and make me somehow forget that i haven't slept in months...
not yet.
